..I don't know..lately life's just felt..pointless to me...I wake up, get dressed, go to school, go home eat, then go to work most days...I can barely ever see the one I love and spend time with her..and i can't even have time with my friends...my dad and his gf are fighting..almost once a week regularly now...and my comp even seems to have a problem with me as it keeps kicking me off the internet....for the most part i just sit here alone unable to go out and do anything..and everyone's ether to far away or to busy to even talk or text me when I finally can...-ears droop and sighs sadly-...and my night mares of the future won't let me get any rest....the dreams repeat and the feelings i keep inside just keep piling up and I don't want(and can't for some)to burden my loved one's with any of it so it's just cutting into me deeper and deeper with thoughts, angers, fears, and unanswered questions i keep wondering about....and nothing seems to be getting any better as time goes on...